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This is the no nonsense blog about my life. I am currently living in a mobile home park in Ashland, OR with my hubs and four kids. Check out the About me tab for more details. I am fairly new to this blog stuff, so be nice. Some days I post some I don't. My life is busy so I do my best. I love comments and would love for you to follow along.

Friday, December 30, 2011

Friends on Friday- Terri

What better way to recharge the blog than with a friend interview. This one has been brewing for a while, thanks for being patient.

Terri is a friend to all that she meets.  She is always smiling and willing to lend an ear.  Her kids are super sweet and have their mother's talent of making you feel special and loved.  We both are members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and I had the privilege of teaching her kids songs in Primary. Her children would always sing their best and would give me a hug at any opportunity.  She is a good friend so I wanted to know more about her.



N: Could you tell me a bit about yourself?

T: I am a stay at home mom to 3 rambunctious kids ages 4, 6 & 8 and a wife to an amazing rambunctious man. We met while I was living with a friend and her husband. We were married 8 months later. I am a "Coastie Wife". This is what you are called if you are married to someone who is in the Coast Guard. We have been married for 10 years. It's been a great experience meeting new people (although it takes me a while to get to know people because I am not outgoing when it comes to making friends, but I'm getting better with this whole moving every 3-5 years.)


N: What are you passionate about?

T: I am passionate about the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I had a wild streak when I moved out of my mom's house that lasted about 3 years. I know personally what it feels like to not have the Holy Ghost with you. Ever since coming back to church, my life has changed tremendously--not only mine, but my husbands as well.

N: What was a defining moment in your life?

T:  My daughter's blessing day. This is the day that changed my life! The opening song in sacrament meeting was "Families Can Be Together Forever". Tears streamed down my face. They continued through her whole blessing. That day I told my husband that I was going to go back to church. I knew it was where I needed to be!

N: What are the best and worst things about being a Coastie wife? What was your favorite place to live?

T: Best: Getting to see new places... even though we met here in Oregon, transferred to Kodiak, Alaska, and then transferred back to here.. so I haven't been to many places! But.. Alaska was amazing! And going to a new ward and making new life long friends.

Worst: Having your husband away from you. In Alaska, he would have to be gone anywhere from 1-3 months at a time out in the Bering Sea on a boat... not being able to talk to him on the phone every day was hard! He could only call while he was in port. But I looked forward to a daily email from him, even if it was just "I'm OK!"

So far, I'd have to say Alaska--like I said... I haven't been to many places yet.. But... Kodiak is BEAUTIFUL! And lots of things to do with little kiddos! It's a great place to raise young kids, and there are so many people who are far away from their families that you just become one big family!

Kodiak, Alaska

N: I know you must have some fun stories about your kids. Could you tell me some of them?

T: M has always been a sweetheart to be around. We lived next door to my grandparents when she was a baby, until she turned one. When we transferred to Kodiak, my grandpa missed her so much, he would look through her pictures every day and they'd always put a smile on his face! We were able to visit one last time before he passed away, and while she was there, you wouldn't even know that he wasn't feeling well!

We are learning a lot of new things about B since he has started school! This year, he's decided that he likes running laps a whole bunch! Since school started on September 6th, with only 4 day school weeks, he has already ran 87 miles!

E is by far our most challenging child so far... But he's a lot of fun too! He's funny... whenever he's looking at something, he shouts out the first thing that comes to mind. We were looking through an oriental trading magazine when he was three... he saw a costume and said "That's what I want to be for Halloween... an Octopus Butt!" First of all... why would anyone want to be an octopus butt for halloween??? Second... it was an alien!



N: They are so fun! What advice would you give other military wives?

T: Try not to get frustrated with your husband's job... because he's probably frustrated with it more than you, and then having you frustrated as well puts more stress on him!!! Make sure he knows you are thankful for him and that you love him!

I think he knows that Terri is thankful for him!


N: What are some of the ways that your life has changed for the better since coming back to church?

T: The most important is having A join the church, and being able to go to the temple to be sealed together forever! I'm healthier... making better choices! Being a good example to my kids!

N: Terri, thank you so much for sharing your life with me. You are not only a good example to your kids but to me and all that you meet.

Monday, November 28, 2011

Dead Week and Finals after

This week is dead week at school and finals is the next week.  Please forgive me but if I have to choose between my family suffering, my grades suffering, or my blog I am going to have to choose my blog.  I will post when I have time but right now time is a precious commodity. See you on the other side.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Trailer Trash Tuesday- Thankful for Laundry

Fifth wheel living means no washer and dryer.  I used to have to pack up all the kids and take a weeks worth of laundry to the laundry mat every Tuesday, because that is when they had 1/2 price drying time.

These days I am blessed with a SIL who lives in town and lets me use their washer and dryer.  Lately, all I've had to do is drop off my laundry with my kids.  My kids end up happy and my laundry is washed and dry when I get home from school.  It is a huge blessing.

Of course, occasionally the kids will get sick or have an accident and then I still have to spend two hours at the laundromat, but luckily those are few and far between. Now, I just need to fold it all, so that it isn't taking up half my living area.

But today, I am thankful for having laundry to fold and in laws to help me clean and dry it all.

Monday, November 21, 2011

Mommy Monday- Thankful

In honor of Thanksgiving on Thursday, this week will be a 'I'm thankful for' theme feature each day according to topic.

Can I just say that my kids are awesome? I am so thankful to be their mother. I'm thankful for my kids. They make me laugh everyday.


J1- Is growing into a fine young man.  He is developing a good work habit at school and scouts.  He endures his affliction well and is finally starting to not take himself so seriously.  He still loves to give me hugs and I love it.

A1- Is my darling girl who just wants to be loved.  She is sensitive, like her mom, and is mindful of other's feelings.  She loves to sing and has a beautiful voice. She is doing great in school and makes me so proud.

J2- Is such an outgoing and fun boy.  He loves to tell jokes even if they don't make any sense.  He is currently running laps at school so that he can earn rubber ducks.  He says he is going to win a ton and sell them all to make lots of money so we can buy a house with stairs.  He just melts my heart.

A2- Is my little shadow.  She is a little princess. She is always seeking me out for hugs and kisses.  She also loves babying the neighbor's cat and is always asking people if she can pet their dogs.

I didn't originally seek out motherhood, but it found me.  I am so grateful that they are a part of my life.  I think they have taught me more about love and compassion than I would have been able to learn on my own. I am eternally grateful that they are mine.

Friday, November 18, 2011

Friends on Friday- Alicia

Alicia is beautiful on the inside and out, it almost makes you want to hate her. She is actually impossible to hate. She is so sweet, talented, and just an overall good woman. I am honestly jealous of her because she has a BA in Theatre Arts already.  But she is just so darn likable and lovable. She and I are both artists, actresses, wives, and mothers but she has the added bonus of being some other great things that you will find out below. We are determined to meet in Ashland one day, but it hasn't happened yet.  So, for now I will just harass her by interview.
A beautiful woman and a little boy who adores his mama.

N: Could you tell me about yourself?

A: This is always the hardest question for me to answer because there are so many factors that make up who I am. I earned my BA in Theatre Arts from San Jose State University in 1999. Twelve hours after graduating, I hopped on a plan to do ranch work in Colorado for a couple years and then returned to California where I worked as a barn manager and educator for the Humane Society of Silicon Valley before returning to SJSU earn my teaching credential. In 2005, I earned my MA in Education Administration/Supervision from CSU Chico and married B, my soul mate. We have two boys – W (3 ½) and C (1 ½) – and they are my world. 
The family

I am an artist, actress, rancher, wife, teacher, and mother. I have a hard time finding time for each part of myself – so for now I am focusing on being the best wife, mother, and teacher possible. As my boys grow up, I would really like to get back into acting and someday start an educational ranch.

N: What are you passionate about?

A: I don’t know if this will make much sense, but I am passionate about the creative process – be it art, poetry, acting, or teaching. I absolutely love to create and explore. I am not good at following paths that have been set for me…I need to create my own. I get a rush out of making new things – websites, lessons, stories, etc.
I had to throw in one silly picture because she jokingly told me not to.
Here she is as Concita in Last Cha Cha for the Bahama Mama

I also love inspiring others to help make a difference in helping Earth. I believe that every little action makes a difference and that everything and everyone is connected. I filmed a documentary in Yosemite National Park in the 90s and hope to someday bring it all together with current footage and interviews.

N: What was a defining moment in your life?

May 30, 1999 – hours after graduating from college, I hopped on a plan to Colorado where I had never been before. Several of my friends were moving to Los Angeles to make it in the movies or they were staying in the San Francisco theatres (I managed a show at the time in SF), but I decided to leave and pursue my passion for horses and ranch work as the Kids’ Wrangler at Elk Mountain Ranch in Buena Vista, Colorado. I cannot fully explain what happened, but I made a decision for the benefit of my future family. I wanted to begin a life that I could share with others. Acting in and managing shows every weekend and doing late night radio work did not lend itself to having a family…so I left that life behind. 

The following year, I met Brandon and as life has turned out, I know that it was the best decision I have ever made. Do I ever wonder how things would have turned out had I gone to L.A. or stayed in SF? Absolutely! Do I long for the spotlight…the stage…the rush of acting? Definitely! But looking at my boys and hearing them laugh as they ride our horses reminds my why I hopped on that plane so many years ago. And I know someday I will return to my first love!
Here she is with her soul mate.
(Her bouquet is full of my favorite kind of roses, she has good taste)

N: Wow, you are amazing. Excuse me for being naive but what is an educational ranch?

A: I don't know about amazing, but thank you.

You are not naive - my concept for an educational ranch is not very well known, and I don't know if there is a ranch out there already doing what I hope to someday do. I would like to take the idea of a guest ranch/dude ranch and expand it to include an educational component. Part of the year, it would be open for traditional family vacations and the other part of the year it would be reserved as an outdoor school. Classes could visit for a day up to a week to experience ranch life and all of its connections to science, writing, art, math, history, etc. It would essentially be a hands on educational facility.


N: Would you mind sharing some of your poetry or a short story?

A: Oh, gosh, it is hard for me to open up and share my writing because it is usually so personal...but here goes...

Here is a little poem that I wrote just over two years ago, in memory of a dear friend (and my mentor) who passed away on 11-11-09. It isn't earth shattering, but it was a healing poem for me...words often help me heal:

Some sights cannot fully be captured in a picture…
…the brilliant orange hue of a glowing full moon
…a herd of deer grazing peacefully in a misty meadow
…the calm of a glorious lake after Winter’s first storm

Some emotions cannot fully be captured in words…
…the never ending impact a teacher has on a child
…the pain of watching a friend lose her battle with cancer
…the love one person can feel for another

These moments cannot be captured…
…they must be lived
…they must be honored
…they must be remembered

Through art and writing, Nancy taught me to open my eyes and take in the world for all of its beauty. She taught me to believe - in others and in myself. I am eternally grateful for her presence in my life over the past 20 years. Her memory will be honored and remembered.

And another one that I found - it is actually a song that I wrote for another friend, Tom, who passed away in December of 2005.

Dancing With Angels

Your time came too quickly,
I never even said goodbye;
Not that I would have anyway,
I never believed you would die.

I hope you're dancing with angels,
and they hold you close in their arms;
I hope you're dancing with angels,
and I hope they sing you this song.

About hard times and how you got through them,
About freedom and finding your way;
About always being true to yourself,
No matter what people may say.

I hope you're dancing with angels,
And they hold you close in their arms;
I hope you're dancing with angels,
And I hope they sing you this song.

About good times and laughter and romance,
About friendships that never will fade;
How someday we'll all be together again,
And I'll tell you what I meant to say.

I hope you're dancing with angels,
And they hold you close in their arms;
I hope you're dancing with angels,
And I hope they sing you this song...
...Oh, someday I'll sing you this song.

I really do write about things other than death...but I am an emotional writer and for some reason these were the two that I could easily find/remember quickly. I do have a book of several songs that I have written over the years. Someday I will find the courage to share them with others. I am actually learning to play guitar right now so that I can put music to my lyrics...it will be quite some time though before that happens. I am not a natural. lol.

N: Those were wonderful, thank you for sharing them. I appreciate it. What is your favorite thing about being a mother?

A: Absolutely, positively everything. I never would have expected that having kids would be such a powerful experience, but it is - and I enjoy each moment. I love hearing the laughs and giggles and watching my boys explore and try new things. I love the hugs and the silly stories and the constant questions. I love watching my boys ride their horse and make messes with paints. I just love watching them grow. Life is such a miracle and my crazy, adorable boys are the best.

Alicia with her boys and one of their horses.
In an odd sort of way - I even enjoy the tough moments like sleepless nights. When times are rough, I remind myself that they will only be young once and that the fact that they are alive and breathing in the middle of a long night is a miracle to be thankful for. (W's lungs collapsed at birth so I think I value every breath more than some, and a dear friend's 2 year old just survived cancer/5 months of chemo. I truly value each day with my boys for the gift that it is.) I just love being a mom and knowing that I get to share my life with my husband, watching (and helping) two boys grow up. I like to say that my job in life has become to raise two future Mr. (W)Rights.

Thank you...from the bottom of my heart... for sharing your personal stories through your blog, for interviewing friends, and for inspiring me.
Family is the best.

N:  Alicia, I am honored to be YOUR friend.  Thank you for sharing your poetry. It was beautiful as are you. Thank you for encouraging me to follow my dreams and not making me feel silly for pursuing them.  I am grateful that you are in my life and I look forward to being your friend for the rest of our lives.  I think your idea of an educational ranch is inspiring and I am in awe of your talents as a mother.  I look forward to seeing you succeed in your endeavors. Thank you for reminding me that our choices are what defines us, so we must always choose the good and that choosing our families is always the best choice. What can I say except, I adore you.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Theatre Thursday- Kiss Me, Kate

Publicity shot for Kiss Me, Kate

Kiss Me, Kate was the first musical in which I have performed.  I played Lois/Bianca and it was a lot of work but very fun. It was put on by the Gilbert Fine Arts Association and directed by the same man who directed The Hasty Heart. It seemed that we had several obstacles put in our path to put on this show but it was fun nonetheless.  It is a show about a theatre group that puts on a musical version of The Taming of the Shrew. This is what Chris Page from the East Valley Tribune had to say about my performance:

 ...a lovely actress and Hale Centre Theatre regular who earlier confessed to me she was more nervous about her singing than doing scenes of Shakespeare — proved she’s got worthy stage pipes and a command of the stage that allows her to walk away with the show in ditties like "Always True to You (In My Fashion). 
(I can link you to the full article upon request.)

I wasn't just nervous. I was terrified.  I had been extensively trained in performing Shakespeare but had just started some vocal lessons.  Now, it was not a perfect performance. I listen and watch it now and I can see areas for improvement.  I always think I can do better and try to do better. I think I would change some of my vocal choices now but, it was what it was.

On the night that Chris Page saw the show, I was a mess before hand.  Then something clicked and I didn't care anymore. I decided to go out there and give it my all.  I wish I had a copy of that performance so that I could compare it to the one I've got.  It was electrifying.

Vocally, I don't feel that "Always True to You" was my strongest song in the show.  But, it seems to be the only one that I can pull off of the DVD at the moment, so you are stuck with it.

So here it is for your viewing pleasure?
And part two:

By the way, the guy you hear laughing at times is my good friend Jere.  Thoughts? Criticisms?  All are appreciated.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Whatever Wednesday- Blessed Dressed

I scored the deal of the century the other day.  I happened to go into JCPenny and they had a rack of 97 cent clothing~ 97 cents and I couldn't resist.  It was all women's clothes.  And although it was mostly summertime clothes, some of it could be used to layer. I also found a dress that was almost identical to one I was going to buy during the summer but couldn't justify the original $60 price tag.  You heard that right, I got a sixty dollar dress for 97 pennies.

I wore it for the first time on a Sunday and my hubby couldn't resist taking a picture.  He is notorious for trying to take pictures of me at my worst, so it was nice for him to actually take pictures when I was dressed up.

Me turning around wondering what the hubs was up to.
So, I finally turned around to get a proper picture and J2 decided he needed to be in the picture.  I had to leave my sunglasses on because it was actually a sunny day and the sun was shining in my eyes.  I would have liked to have some black sunglasses but I haven't found any good ones that I like for a decent price. But other than that I actually really liked this outfit and I can't complain about the price at all.


This 97 cent dress served as a reminder to me of the many times that I have been blessed.  It is amazing that since we have lived in the 5th wheel that I simply express some silly desire that I would like and God seems to grant my wants in miraculous ways.  I had a desire to feed my kids more vegetables and the next week without me expressing this want to anyone I was bombarded with more veggies than I knew what to do with. On another occasion, one of my kids were in need of shoes and I was going to hot glue the sole to get them to last a little bit longer and then he was given a pair by someone.

When we knew that God wanted the hubs to go to Nursing school, we had no idea how we would be able to afford it.  Then we were blessed to find out about the Ford Family Foundation Re-Start scholarship.  He was eventually awarded this scholarship that pays 90% of all the total costs of attending.  We have truly been blessed.

So, now I find myself wondering how in the world an old gal like me is going to compete with 18 year olds for  a spot in the SOU Theatre Arts BFA acting program.  I know it is what God wants me to do but sometimes I have no clue how it is going to happen.  Then I remember the things I have been blessed with and realize that with God all things are possible.  Even though, I have been told that it is nearly impossible for a transfer student to get into the Acting program, I am reminded by a quote I saw on the internet that is credited to Audrey Hepburn in which she says,
So, I will banish my doubts and trust in the Lord.  You should do it too, it works wonders.



Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Trailer Trash Tuesday-Dream home

Last night I had a dream that we had found a house to live in Medford.  It wasn't anything fancy, it was modestly priced.  It also came with beds in each of the four bedrooms, I was really excited about that in my dream.  Of course, upon  waking I was thinking that it would be kind of gross to use other peoples beds. There could have been bed bugs or all kinds of nasty stuff.

In the dream, the former owners of the house had left a bunch of their stuff, Ammon and I looked at each other and said "Garage sale!" It was a nice dream though, because all of the kids had their own full sized bed.  We also had a washer and dryer.  The kitchen was full sized.  Then things got weird because suddenly we realized that someone was sleeping in our master bedroom.  The man woke up, he had a full white beard and looked like a cross between my music teacher and Santa Claus.

He explained that he was a private investigator and  had been staking out a neighbor.  He had been told the house was abandoned and wouldn't be sold soon.  He was actually really nice, but it was still creepy. We then sent him on his way.  I awoke and despite the weird things, I was left wide awake wishing the dream was real.

But, alas it is not.  I can't spend my day wishing for something that cannot be right now.  I must enjoy the time we've got left in the trailer, because we are over halfway done. Off to fold laundry, do some Punnet squares and conquer the Biology lab today. I hope your day is great too.

Monday, November 14, 2011

Mommy Monday- An Amateur

Why is it that despite being a mother for 12 years and having four children that they make me feel like an amateur mother?

I love my kids, I really do.  Their teachers love them, they are good in public.  I swear though that once they climb up our metal stairs and into our home, something clicks in their brains and they turn into little monsters.  I guess it means they feel safe to act however they want.  It also seems that their ears stop working. I have to ask them to do things three or four times. Even when I use love and logic, I still have to repeat myself over and over again.

Then suddenly, one of them will run over and give me a hug and a kiss. They tell me that I am the best mom ever and my heart just melts. And everything is right with the world.

Friday, November 11, 2011

Friends on Friday - Nicole

Nicole is a strong woman of faith.  She thinks she is boring but I just think she is fun.  She is devoted to her husband and her children.  She is crafty and just plain cool.  I think that is part of why some of us like to call her Coolio.  Any how, I'm just grateful she is my friend.




So, tell me about yourself:


C:  I'm a stay-at-home mom to two crazy kids, and wife to an amazing husband. Joe and I have been married for 6 years. G is 3 1/2 and is the quintessential princess and girlie-girl. A is 22 months and is all boy. Rough and tumble should be his middle names :)


 
N: What are you passionate about?

C: My passions include making our home a safe and comforting environment for all who enter, reading, praying, listening to sermons, finding new adventures for our family and baking.

N: What do you like to bake?

C: I love to bake cookies, bread, biscotti, caramel rolls. Anything really :)
 
N: What is your favorite recipe?

C: Probably my pumpkin bread with chocolate chips.

N: I'll take some of that, please.  Have you ever had any cooking disasters?

C: When I was about 16, my mom and I tried making these decorative Easter eggs by dipping small inflated balloons into melted almond bark. Well, the balloons kept popping and spraying the bark everywhere. We finally gave up, but the entire kitchen, ceiling, counters, as well as the two of us, were covered in splatters of almond bark. We still laugh about it today!

N: I think I've seen something like that on Pinterest. I'll have to stay away from that. It is great that you can laugh about it now.  Family seems to create some of the funnest memories. What is some of your favorite family adventures?

C: We love to play outside in the summer, take walks to the park, have picnics, or just have tickle fights in the living room.


N: I think those are some of the best adventures.  What is one of your favorite memories of your children?

C: One day, I was washing dishes and A fell and bonked his head. G went up to him, gave him a huge hug, kissed his forehead and said, "It's okay, buddy. I'll always take care of you." Melts my heart just thinking about it!

N: That is so sweet. Aww. You mentioned you like reading. What is your favorite book?

C: Honestly, the Bible. I love the relevance it has, even for us today, the promises, comfort and peace it brings. 

N: Amen, to that.  I know that you just adore your husband.  What do you think makes him such an amazing husband?

C: He's humble, honest and hard-working. He cares for our family in so many ways, from working his butt off to provide for us financially, to playing with the kids, to making me leave for some time away. He's constantly striving to become a better man, husband and father. He's funny, smart and Godly. He's truly the biggest blessing in my life, and he makes me a better person just for knowing him.


N: Wow, it sounds like he is truly worthy to be your husband. I think it is great that you have each other.  You both are wonderful parents. What do you enjoy most about being a mother?

C: There are so many things that make me smile about our kids, but I can say the thing I enjoy most is the fact that I'm the one at home raising them. I get to see their interactions with each other, see their eyes light up when they learn something new, instill our values and teach them about the Lord. I love that I know them better than anyone. I love that my kids are best friends, and I pray that continues long after they're raising their own families.


N: Thank you so much for letting me interview you. I think you are all the things that a child could wish for in a parent.  You are truly blessed to have such an amazing family and I am blessed to have you as my friend. Thank you for helping me remember that with God all things are possible and what a blessing it is to have mothers in this world.  You are an angel.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Theatre Thursday- Hale Centre Theater, AZ, The Hasty Heart

It seems serendipitous that with Friday being Veteran's day that the next show I did took place during WWII.

The show is The Hasty Heart by John Patrick.  If it sounds familiar, it is probably because it was one of the movies that Ronald Reagan played in before he became president.  Another fun fact is that James Earl Jones played one of the roles originally on Broadway.

It takes place in an Allied mobile surgery unit toward the end of the war and centers around a group of wounded soldiers from various countries.  The cast is predominantly male. In fact, there is only one woman in the show, my character Margaret, who is a nurse from England.  The unit is a peaceful and enjoyable place to be until a surly Scotsman is admitted.  Unbeknownst to him, he is only expected to live a couple weeks due to having only one barely functioning kidney.  All the other soldiers know about his condition and try their best to  make his last days as best as possible.  Of course, the nurse and the surly Scot fall in love. But the truth has to come out about his fate and conflict arises.

Publicity shot by D. Dietlein
The cast was so much fun.  It reminded me a bit of my childhood and growing up with five brothers, very entertaining and rambunctious.  The show is filled with the harmonies of many different accents and it was fun speaking with a British dialect. Eric who played the "Lachie" the Scotsman just nailed the accent and was great in the role, all the critics loved him.  The show was directed by Charlie L. and stage managed by our mother bear Siobhan.


Besides, the accent, Margaret was a challenging role.  She must try to remain detached and despite knowing what she knows about his condition and his inevitable death, she can't help falling for Lachie.  We had some  emotionally charged scenes that challenged me, but I like to think I did well. I received good reviews from the show.  Chris Page from the East Valley Tribune said I was:


A splendid actress and a crush-worthy cutie, Mathias is used to playing wooers to difficult men at the Hale, in both the comedy "The Man With the Pointed Toes" (which will come back to open the theater’s next season) and as Scrooge’s young flame in "A Christmas Carol."

Later the show won an Honorable Mention for Best Drama in the Tribune's Spotlight awards.  I also got an Honorable Mention for Best Dramatic Actress that year for my role in this play along with Man with The Pointed Toes.  Funny enough the woman who won the actual award was at the time married to the man who played Hamlet to my original Ophelia.  She made an incredible Maggie in "Cat on a Hot Tin Roof" and I was honored just to be mentioned as being in her company for the award.
Here are some more backstage pictures from the show:






I forgot to mention that Eric was gone for a couple shows and we had Carson S. fill in.  I was his first stage kiss, if I remember correctly. He was so nervous but did a good job in the role. I remember overhearing some old ladies leaving that said they thought he did great and they wouldn't have known he was an understudy. He is the one in the black shirt.
I also just recalled that it was the first time I got to have a dressing room all to myself and so I put up a gold star on it just for fun.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Trailer Trash Tuesday- My new love

I have a confession to make. I have a new love.  I have fallen in love and don't think I can ever go back to the way things were.  This love had always been around and I never really thought about it much.  But circumstances being what they are, love has blossomed.

Now before you go and think that I have truly embraced my Trailer Trash status, I think you may understand when I explain a few of the things my love does for me.

1. Cooks
2. Cleans
3. Gives me facials
4. Washes my hair
5. Cleans the toilet
6. Gets stains out of my carpet

I mean, how can I not be in love.  I was able to sneak a picture....



Check out those biceps!

Monday, November 7, 2011

Mommy Monday - mom blog

Being a mom is like writing this blog; half the time I don't know what the heck I'm doing and other times I get it just right.

This would be one of those, I don't know what the heck I'm doing times.

But, I must be doing something right because my kids still like to bring me flowers.





Friday, November 4, 2011

Friends on Friday-Alaina

Alaina - Photo by Jessica Frieling

Alaina  is a powerhouse.  She can sing, she can dance, she can act, she is a mother, a hairdresser, a devoted wife, in other words AMAZING.  We met at the Hale Centre Theatre in Arizona where we were the only two girls in the show, Man With the Pointed Toes.  She later took over the role of Florence in that show in later years. We had a blast and did several other shows together including A Christmas Carol and A Curious Savage. She has performed all over the Valley of the Sun in AZ and audiences love her.  I love her too.  I think she is fabulous and I was excited to get to know her better. So on with the interview...
Alaina and me in A Christmas Carol

Me and Alaina
The first Charwoman and Laundress at Hale Centre Theatre's A Christmas Carol

N: Tell me about yourself

A: My name is Alaina B. Born in the Bronx, New York.
I was raised in the beautiful Catskill mountains in upstate New York.
I started acting at a very early age and was performing professionally by age 11.
I have been very happily married for 17 years and have 2 beautiful daughters and an amazing husband. all of whom still support my passion for acting.
Alaina's girls and hubby
N: What are you passionate about?

A: I am passionate about family and the arts; mainly singing and acting and musical theatre. I'm also passionate about the history of our great country. 

N: What was a defining moment in your life?

A: One defining moment was when I realized that anything is possible if you are true to who you are and your beliefs, and you work hard to achieve goals. and that it's not up to others to make us happy in this life; but up to ourselves and that you must never settle for less that what you believe you are worth.

And I think Noe is fabulous!

N: Aw, thanks.  Alright, here's a couple more questions...

If you could only choose acting or singing what would you choose and why?

A: I cannot choose between acting and singing as they are both one in the same to me.

N: That is why you are so great at both.  What was the most favorite role you have ever played?

A: My favorite role is Christine in Dirty Rotten Scoundrels.
Alaina as Christine
(She won an AriZoni award for this role:
Best Actress in a Major Role-Musical Non-Contracted)

N: What do your girls think of your acting? Do they want to get involved in the arts?

A: My girls are very supportive and proud of what I do. However, they don't seem to have an interest in acting but they do both play Cello and Violin and enjoy performing in their orchestras.

N: I think it is great that your family is supportive. Because you are an actress you get to answer the famous questions from the Actor's Studio:

What is your favorite word?

A: My favorite word is Dream.

N: What is your least favorite word?

A: Work

N: What turns you on?

A: An amazing actor.

N: What turns you off?

A: A terrible actor.

N:  What sound or noise do you love?

A: I love the sound of my daughters playing their instruments.

N: What sound or noise do you hate?

A: I hate the sound of dogs barking!

N: What is your favorite curse word?

A: Shit!

N: What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?

A:  Undercover cop.

N: What profession would you not want to do?

A: Defense attorney.

N: If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the pearly gates?

A: "I made coffee...I hope you brought a bobka" or "woohoo...let the party games begin"

N: Alaina you are too fun.  Thanks for letting me interview you and inspiring me to keep following my dreams.  Bravo for all your hard work both on stage and off.  Thanks for being my friend and interviewee!


Thursday, November 3, 2011

Theatre Thursday- A Christmas Carol

Since many people are already gearing up for Christmas, even though it is just barely November, it seems appropriate that the next show that I did for Hale Centre Theatre was A Christmas Carol.

I was a little nervous about auditioning because at that point I hadn't had much musical training.  Hale's version of  A Christmas Carol is interspersed with some original music and classic Christmas music dispersed throughout. I was cast, obviously.  I played several roles in this show and the same show the following year. I was a narrator, Belle (Scrooge's love interest), and Charwoman.  It was fun switching between characters and a mad rush to redo my makeup between each not to mention getting in and out of corsets.
Narrator

In the middle as Belle

My costumes were in the bathroom.
My spot was always the right corner, next to the bathroom.


It was really fun getting into the holiday spirit by doing a show. Of course, I had to juggle being a mom and wife on top of all my acting duties. The second year my good friend since high school, Jere, was cast in the show and we did an auction during dinner between one of the matinee and evening shows to help him raise money for an iPod.  That was fun.  

The second year of the show received a "Spotlight Award" for the Best Christmas Production.  I got special mention in a review for the show and was called an "East Valley favorite" along with my friend Jere.
JL, Jere, Me (2nd year Charwoman) in the dressing room.

The Hale Centre Theatre really knows how to treat their actors and crew.  They really make you feel like family.  Hopefully, we will make it down to AZ for Christmas and I will get to see their Christmas Carol this year.

2nd year Christmas Carol Cast (I'm on the far right)

My good friend Alaina played the Laundress to my Charwoman the first year of Christmas Carol.  Check back tomorrow for my interview with her.







Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Whatever Wednesday- Sleuthing Shakespeare

Given the recent release of a certain Anonymous movie,  I thought I would post the research paper that I wrote about the authorship of Shakespeare earlier this year for my Writing 123 class. Fair warning, this is a long paper, but I am proud of my work. I have not seen the movie. My work is copyrighted.


Sleuthing Shakespeare 

In 1990, a music band named Milli Vanilli won a Grammy award. Later, it was discovered that the two leads did not actually sing on the winning album. A controversy ensued and the Grammy was taken back.  A huge backlash occurred in the music community with these two purported artists and neither man successfully worked in the music industry again (Huey 1). Another type of artistic controversy, almost five hundred years in the making, is brewing. The fallout from this dispute, if proven true, could rock the artistic community to its core. Many unique and well known individuals, such as a renowned psychologist, a Supreme Court Justice, an acclaimed actor, a noted poet, and a classical American author have all expressed opinions in this unsettled subject.   What Sigmund Freud, John Paul Stevens, Derek Jacobi, Walt Whitman, and Mark Twain have all stated is their doubt of the authorship of William Shakespeare (Shahan). It appears that “the greatest playwright not of his age alone but of all time” may not have even written a single letter of his plays (Greenblatt 11).  If he didn’t write the 37 plays, 154 sonnets, and two narrative poems, then who did?  Many theories abound. The luminaries mentioned above all have a favorite candidate for who the ‘real’ Shakespeare could have been.
Admittedly, the doubts surrounding William Shakespeare of Stratford upon Avon as a writer exist because all the evidence for him as an author is circumstantial.  The proof that he was a writer came about after his death.  It was Shakespeare’s closest associates who put his eloquent work in one place to be published for the entire world. This corroboration, called the First Folio, helps the case for Shakespeare and demonstrates that many of his contemporaries did not question his ability or authorship.  There are no contemporaries in Shakespeare’s time who attempted to claim anyone else as the author. There is other evidence supporting Shakespeare as well.
   For those who insist Shakespeare was the author, there exists concrete evidence that he was a real person and not simply a ghost name. In Professor S. Schoenbaum’s book, Shakespeare’s Lives, historic records prove that Shakespeare was an actor, playwright and shareholder for The Globe, the theater company in which he worked (16).  Also, documents exist that list him and Richard Burbage[1] “as tenants of The Globe[2]” (17). His very existence does seem to discredit the other theory.  Why would a purported genius use a living person’s name for a pen name?  The answer is unclear and can only be speculated.
Despite these speculations, there are many archives that prove William Shakespeare of Stratford upon Avon was a living entity of the sixteenth century. The first record of Shakespeare is found in the parish registers of Holy Trinity which show his baptism was the 26th of April in 1564 and his parents were John Shakespeare and Mary Arden (Schoenbaum 7). There is also evidence of William’s marriage and his death in 1616.  One issue against Shakespeare is that his father, John Shakespeare, cites his occupation as a glover, in other words, a glove maker (In Search of Shakespeare).
That William Shakespeare started out as a country bumpkin and son of a glover, seems to cause two reactions.  He is either cheered for rising from the bottom or his is leered at because he was a son of a glove maker. It appears that many of those who doubt Shakespeare dwell on his lack of social position.  People seem to judge Shakespeare based on his proletariat status at birth, instead of what he was purported to become: a genius.
This genius is the influence for many institutions here in the United States. For example, Ashland, Oregon is home to one of the most revered repertory theatre companies in America. The Oregon Shakespeare Festival has performed Shakespeare’s complete canon[3] three times since 1935 (osfashland.org).  Besides Ashland, there are other festivals and theaters dedicated to Shakespeare throughout the United States. Some of America’s most acclaimed are Shakespeare in Central Park in New York City, The Colorado Shakespeare Festival, Utah Shakespeare Festival, and The Shakespeare Theater in Washington, D.C., the nation’s capital.
Also, in Washington D.C. is The Folger Shakespeare Library “home to the world’s largest and finest collection of Shakespeare materials” (Beckman). Included in some of these materials are the writings of such notable authors as Harold Bloom, C.S. Lewis, and Northrop Frye.  Another book in this collection is by Isaac Asimov, an acclaimed scientist. He wrote Asimov’s Guide to Shakespeare in which he states, “William Shakespeare, [is] a man who is certainly the supreme writer through all the history of English literature and who, in the opinion of many, is the greatest writer who ever lived-in any language” (xi). He continues, “Shakespeare has said so many things supremely well that we are forever finding ourselves thinking in his terms” (xi). Shakespeare is an important part of American society, as evidenced by all these institutions.
Since Shakespeare’s works are ubiquitous in the literary world, it is not surprising that people are curious about his life. This exploring of his past leads to where the controversy begins.  Professor George McMichael from Riverside State College and Professor Edgar M. Allen from Chico State College declare that, “The controversy over who was Shakespeare exists because many people have felt that the works themselves indicate one kind of individual -a genius- whereas the facts actually known about William Shakespeare of Stratford upon Avon suggest someone entirely different” (1).  The biggest problem with this speculation is why the question of authorship was brought up in the first place.  It has been assumed, due to many eighteenth century[4] ideas, that all fiction is autobiographical (Shapiro 263).  Looking for the author within the work seems to be a modern phenomenon and not one to which the authors or audiences of the sixteenth century subscribed. 
In the twenty first century, many still look for the author within the work. Unfortunately, this makes it is difficult for William Shakespeare, the son of a glove maker, to be seen as a genius. The three men most suggested to supersede him have seemingly better pedigrees for genius than the man from Stratford. Francis Bacon at one point was the Lord Chancellor of England. Christopher Marlowe was a playwright who attended Cambridge before he started his career.  Edward de Vere was the 17th Earl of Oxford. Although, William Shakespeare of Stratford upon Avon has the most claims upon the works attributed to him, Francis Bacon, Christopher Marlowe, and Edward de Vere are the most popular candidates for being the author of the oeuvre.
Kermit the Frog wants to know if Francis Bacon wrote William Shakespeare.  On episode seven of The Muppet Show, Kermit the Frog is seen getting increasingly agitated as he tried to wrangle Florence Henderson and some of the Muppets into answering, “Was William Shakespeare, in fact, Bacon?”(The Muppet Show). Kermit is not alone in his musings.  Indeed, there are many who think that Sir Francis Bacon was the ghostwriter of William Shakespeare. 
In 1857, Delia Bacon[5] published her book, The Philosophy of the Plays of Shakespeare Unfolded which “popularized the authorship controversy as nothing before had” (McMichael 63).  Delia Bacon believed that Shakespeare was not educated enough to write the plays and also thought that “the personality of the author” shined through, especially in The Tempest and concluded that Prospero “was much like that of the serene, learned, bookish Francis Bacon” (Shapiro 109).  Later this esteemed lady literally tried to dig up evidence from Shakespeare’s grave in Stratford upon Avon, but only made it as far as the graveyard. It is speculated that she was frightened off by supposed ghosts but evidence does prove that she did not shovel a speck of dirt (110).  However, it appears she had become so obsessed with this topic that she tried to prove her authorship theory in order to prove her own academic worth  and later “drift[ed] into insanity” (110;88). Delia Bacon also alluded to a cipher[6] establishing that Bacon was Shakespeare but she never produced it (99).
Interestingly though, a cipher shows up in a writing called Bacon is Shake-speare by Sir Edwin Durning-Lawrence. He says that “Love’s Labour’s Lost [sic]” was the first play that had the name “W. Shakespeare” attached to it and that Francis Bacon had another work issued at the same time in which he hid a message, so he could claim authorship later (91).  He states that the longest word in all the plays, “honorificabilitudinitatibus,” which is found in Love’s Labor’s Lost, is revealed to hide a “correct Latin hexameter” that when translated states that, “These plays F. Bacon’s offspring are preserved for the world” (97).   Sir Edwin does not end there; in a later scene of the same play he uses the cipher on the First Folio edition. Using Latin again, it states in answer to a question, “Ba corn-u fool” to “indicate Bacon’s name” (104).  Furthermore, other supposed ciphers were put forth by at least three other well educated men: William Stone Booth, Ignatius Donnelly, and Orville Ward Owen (Shapiro117-123).
            Alternately, the ciphered evidence was shown to be inconsistent and others were able to make or find ciphers that said whatever they wanted them to say; even claiming that Francis Bacon was not the author of Shakespeare’s work.  In relation to that extremely extended word, it was not first introduced in Love’s Labor’s Lost, but existed at least a hundred years earlier.  In The Shakespearean Ciphers Examined, by William F. Friedman and Elizebeth[sic] S. Friedman they surmise, “It could scarcely be claimed that a writer some hundred years or so before either Bacon or Shakespeare was born invented the word specifically to conceal messages” (106). Surprisingly, they also note that Sir Durning-Lawrence admitted that from such a large word anyone can “obtain very numerous words and phrases” (107).
            With evidence such as ciphers, it is no surprise that the next candidate as author is Christopher Marlowe. He was an ultimate espionage agent and the only known playwright in the bunch.  His credentials: aristocrat, law expert, went to Cambridge, and a known spy for the English Government. As such, he allegedly had much inspiration to draw upon.  Additionally, Marlowe wrote Dr. Faustus and The Jew of Malt indicating he was indeed a playwright.
Marlovians[7] point out that Marlowe’s writings have similarities to Shakespeare’s. Marlowe’s poem Hero and Lyander is comparable to Shakespeare’s Venus and Adonis (Schoenbaum 447). This appears to indicate that Marlowe could have rewritten his poem and republished it under a different name. Likewise, another poem found after Marlowe’s death titled Gorgon may be a reference to Athena who ‘shakes a spear’ making it seemingly apparent that Marlowe equals Shakespeare (Barber 89).  
 However, while some see similarities, Marlowe’s plays and themes are actually decidedly different from those of Shakespeare and are not as reverenced as the canon. “Criticism of Christianity, for example, appears in all biographical documents as the most absorbing interest of his [Marlowe’s] life” (McMichael 115).  This is evident in every single play that Marlowe claims by his own name, but does not appear in all the plays Shakespeare wrote. 
            The ultimate problem lies in the fact that Christopher Marlowe is said to have been “killed with a dagger thrust in 1593” (Niederkorn 3). The testimony of many witnesses would need to be questioned if one wanted to believe that Marlowe was Shakespeare because at least three men witnessed his death and three others his burial (In search of Shakespeare).  However, this does not deter Marlovians who faithfully believe his death was faked and that Marlowe “escaped to Italy and sent plays back, with Shakespeare as his agent” (Niederkorn 4).  The Murder of the Man Who Was Shakespeare by Calvin Hoffman, an American Theatre press agent instigated a “real surge of interest in Marlowe as Shakespeare” (McMichael 102). Hoffman’s book used Marlowe’s murder as a catalyst that set his research in motion. He claims that Christopher Marlowe did not die in 1593, and thus Marlowe was able to use Shakespeare as a pen name for many years.  Hoffman presents thirty pages of in depth parallels between Marlowe and Shakespeare (Niederkorn 4).   
            Another person with parallels with Shakespeare is Edward de Vere, the 17th Earl of Oxford. As an Earl and member of the bourgeois, he is automatically credited with more than enough background and as an authority on many subjects.  J. Thomas Looney was the first to suggest officially that de Vere was the author of Shakespeare. Here is a man, he proposes, who had “classical education, sympathy for the House of Lancaster in the War of the Roses, Roman Catholic leanings, aristocratic point of view, literary tastes, a love-hate attitude toward women, knowledge of Italy, and interest in drama, music, and sports” (Niederkorn 2). These are all things that the real Shakespeare had to have known about and were evident in Shakespeare’s work. 
In the introduction of “Shakespeare” By Another Name, Mark Anderson points out that Edward De Vere had many real life instances that coincided with incidents in Shakespeare’s plays.  Anderson states that Oxford had life experiences similar to at least fourteen of the 37 plays; this number is arrived at by comparing characters in these plays to people in Oxford’s life. However, Anderson admits later that four of his examples actually show that Queen Elizabeth was the inspiration and not de Vere (Anderson xxvii).
Immediately one of the same problems was found with de Vere as was found with Marlowe.  He died in June of 1604 and ten of Shakespeare’s plays are dated after that (Niederkorn 1).  This, of course, hasn’t deterred Oxfordians[8] because they say that the dating is wrong. “ ‘The Complete Pelican Shakespeare’, edited by Alfred Herbage, . . .[sic] gives date ranges for the plays, placing only two unquestionably after 1604”(Niederkorn 1).  Oxfordians then point out that there is other evidence that the chronology of those two plays is wrong and the original evidence for the time of arrangement is wrong. This pseudo-evidence would then make it possible for de Vere to have written the complete works; just rewrite history and pick and choose sources of authority.
More evidence of de Vere’s life is supposedly uncovered in the Bible that belongs to the Oxford family, and said to be Edward de Vere’s. There are several passages marked in his Bible that are referenced in Shakespeare’s works. Dr. Roger A. Stritmatter, says in an appendix, that when he started to study works on “Shakespeare’s biblical references” that “one by one, I began to tick off a growing list of verses marked in the de Vere Bible which these scholars had identified as influential on Shakespeare” (Niederkorn 3).
As for the Bible evidence, many people of that time could have had the same verses marked in their Bibles. Ironically, Isaac Asimov stated that, “So important are Shakespeare’s works that only the Bible can compare with them in their influence upon our language and thought” (Asimov xi). Indeed, the Bible has been influential on many individuals, possibly including Shakespeare, Oxford and Bacon. It is even possible that the Bible influenced Marlowe’s problem with Christianity.
The problem with all the evidence supporting the usurpers of Shakespeare is that it is circumstantial.  Much of the information is inferred through someone’s interpretation of various events or instances in the life of each man compared with events written about in the canon.  Any attempt to prove who the author was by the content of the plays only leads one down a slippery slope. That Francis Bacon is seen as a Prospero type character does not establish that he wrote Shakespeare. Otherwise, one could argue that a teenage girl resembles Juliet, and as such a teenage girl must have written the canon.  The only thing that evidence proves is that Shakespeare’s plays showed an amazing ability to inspire and portray the human condition but left no hard facts within the work itself.  Absolute historical documentation that Bacon, Marlowe or de Vere was Shakespeare does not exist. 
Documentation, however, does prove that two of the authorship candidates, Marlowe and de Vere, died before all the plays had been written.  As for Bacon and the ciphers, they are decidedly irrelevant. Firstly, Shakespeare and Bacon did not invent that particularly long word in which the supposed key to the cipher was found; Shakespeare just made it famous.  Secondly, one can find many ‘hidden’ messages in elongated words. In any event, the main problem with Francis Bacon’s candidacy is that it is based on opinion and not authenticated facts. Moreover, if the main problem with Shakespeare of Stratford is that he does not fit the image of a genius; then neither does Bacon, Marlowe or de Vere.  It would seem that if any of these three men were the author and genius, a way would have been found to definitively ensure that they got credit for their magnum opus and not leave it to be credited to the son of a glover.  The facts supporting anyone other than William Shakespeare as author have been found to be lacking.
Notwithstanding this lack of support, some suggest that the authorship question should be taught in schools. But, without a smoking gun proving undeniably that Shakespeare was not the author, nothing needs to change.  The only reward is more questions and no solid answers.  Moreover, it appears that nothing has changed. Derek Jacobi, and others who doubt the authorship have not stopped performing, teaching, or enjoying Shakespeare’s work. The conjecture has only been a distraction from what can be learned about humanity in the oeuvre of Shakespeare.  None of the speculation has detracted from the beauty and the power of the language of the playwright known as The Bard. 
The fact is Shakespeare is the most supremely famous and celebrated playwright ever. In the end, a rose by any other name would smell as sweet or does it? The Oregon Bacon Festival, Oregon Marlowe Festival, or perhaps the Edward de Vere Festival might be good names for a theater company. No, none of those have the same ring as the Oregon Shakespeare Festival. It appears evident that Shakespeare or, at the very least, his contemporaries wanted the author of the canon to be known as William Shakespeare or there would be another name on the works. 
            The names Francis Bacon, Christopher Marlowe and Edward de Vere are all attached to very interesting men and are inexorably linked to many luminaries who doubt the authorship. Despite this, William Shakespeare of Stratford upon Avon is still Shakespeare and will continue to be.  A realization that writings of Shakespeare’s time were not always autobiographical would do wonders in squelching the claims of doubters. His works still inspire and influence all of humanity especially those of a lower station. In my own life, I have been able to understand myself better psychologically in studying Shakespeare and found inspiration in his works.  So, finally to Shakespeare; thanks for making things interesting and inspiring the imagination and even a controversy or two.


[1] An actor in Shakespeare’s time.
[2] The Globe was a theatre in London in which Shakespeare worked.
[3] All thirty seven of William Shakespeare’s plays are referred to as the canon.
[4] This was when the authorship controversy first began.
[5]  Delia Bacon bears no relation to Sir Francis Bacon but was a schoolteacher, poet and professional lecturer, who also influenced other notable figures such as Helen Keller and Mark Twain (McMichael 63) (Shapiro 110).
[6] A cipher is a “system of secret writing” (Webster’s 127).
[7] The title of ‘Marlovians’ is given to those who support Marlowe as Shakespeare.
[8] Those who support Edward de Vere as Shakespeare.

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